A beautiful girl and her sister just out of the cafe, seem the caffeine could not dilute the sadness of their parents fate. Whatever effort already done, perhaps this time was the last chance to seek happiness. Why life isn’t fair this time, why no miracle to our dearest parents?
The question seems unanswered as the clouds seem turn to rain, asking these sisters to be patience, to prepare for the worst scenario. The picture of you were haunted me every time see those moments, as loosing parents when we were not ready. It was hardly to let go, someone who painted our life sweetly, someone who’s in his heart only love.
This loosing really bad, though we’re not kid anymore, but some parts of our heart has gone. On the rest of our life try to fixing those gap, find someone who really love. Not just for happiness but in time of sadness, nowadays people are be there when we’re happy or prosper, then leave when there’s no honey, it only parents who’s their heart is heaven.
Not kid anymore
Time perhaps passing by, but not the memory, as still always fall when remember those moments. We knew we’re not kid anymore, a mature adult forced to be ready with those crazy life. Those pressure usually is our parents duty, not us.
That’s why look like growing up adults but inside still kid. See many unprecedented move, it is kid’s mind. So forgive us for sometimes unstable, sometimes really annoying, not attending the promise, we’re not bad but not ready with any pressure.
There’s a gap that always be there, sorry that can’t be filled by anyone. If there, would be passed by a lot of doubt, judging the purpose of intentions. Though accepted, but still watched by wide eyes.
Need a looooooot of patience
Perhaps time could change to be better, but need a lot of time, a lot of patience. Easily irritated with something unkindness, judging why not fair with us. Irritating because betrayed by this life, why no kindness in our family.
Those questions perhaps no answer, as everything was quite. Look like what’s in our perspective was right. There’s something behind those sadness, perhaps to prepare for something great.
Perhaps to be ready to be useful person who could see something beyond other perspective. Usually bad thing teach us to be kind, to be a better person. We wish time in our side.
